COPAS DARI PIKIRAN, HAL SEDERHANA BERNAMA KEJUJURAN

 It is not because i hate you or never treat you like a friend

It is because of something else

Yes, I bully you sometime, not only sometime but every time

I mock your overlap teeth, your feelings, almost everything I mock about you

Yes, I feel immoral every time those word that hurt you were spoken through my unrated mouth

Why do I do that because I have a special feelings for you!

And yes it is mean that you are attractive to me

Is it about look? No! It is a personality that I fell in love with

And why do i need to mock you every single fucking time i met you? Because I’m trying to get rid of you

Yes i do tired of waiting over and over again, I sat in front row because of a reason, i laugh hard and i do anything stupid because there is always be a feelings that i can hide, it is always be, listen to pee wee gaskin  songs if you want to understand

It is not a reason my life always pop-punk because i listen to that genre, because it is what it felt right now are very fit to that kind of lyric

And I try to act nice, and sometimes it is felt wrong because you are still not gone,

I’m always saying fuck love and anything about love at my status it is not because of you, because i like it by that way

Why do i write this in this blog, because i cannot stand this anymore and i do not have the guts to say it to you!

Yes i’m a coward always be a coward about feeling, and maybe i think writing this can create and understand

And this does not mean that i try to do anything about your feelings

This just another confession, a second one after that Sunday

Because sometime i always think why I should write this, because how I act to you, do something for you, and you owe that explanation

And this is mine

An explanation and confession

And thank you for your understanding, May the world know